i guess its a better day i supose... there was a LOT of drama last night. its so stressful i didnt even go to school today. i feel so bad because i feel like im a burden on my dad and lori they tell me over and over again its not true- but is till got that doubt in my head. i know that if i werent here they would probably be happiar. but maybe that is just me.
dan is at tae kwon do havin fun in class without me i havnt been to tae kwon do in over a month i wish i could just fix all of our money problems so i could go but o well. at least i know ill be so happy when i finally do get to go... if i ever get to go :/
anywayz... i have school tomorrow while everyone else is off. thats ok its a party most of the time.
1 week and 4 days left until it is 4 months for me and dan WOOHOO
heres a sad poem i found :

He covers his arm,
To hide the scar,
He remembers someone saying,
"No one cares who you are",
He bought a ticket,
And came to the dance,
He gave socializing,
One more chance,
He sat in the back,
From everyone he fled,
He cut up his arm,
And cried as he bled,
People kept away,
As he bled on the floor,
Tears ran down his face,
As he cut some more,
"What is he doing,
How long has he cried,"
They asked as they watched,
This Innocent Suicide...

i dont know the author so if you know please tell me! thanx
laterz